Sunday Confession # 2

I know, I missed Friday again. Friday's are a busy day for me so I am renaming this event Sunday Confession's. It makes sense anyway since it is the day people attend Church. Okay, here's my confession. Since I was a little girl, around the age of 11, I have been madly in love with someone. He is WAY older than me. In fact the year I was born he was 19 years old. I will give you a hint, he is the lead singer of a band who's first # 1 hit was Boy's Don't Cry. Do you know who it is? It is no one else but Robert Smith of The Cure. I know, he wears makeup and shit but there has always been something about him that has captivated me. So there it is, and here is a picture of him from back when he first started in the business, he is the one in the very front and one of him now. Enjoy, I know I will!

Things that piss me off while driving........

I know everyone has them, so here are mine.

1. People changing lanes on the interstate without using their signal.
2. People talking on their cell phones on the interstate while driving under the speed limit.
3. Getting stuck behind a semi.
4. Passing a semi.
5. People weaving in and out of cars to try to get ahead, yet they never do.
6. When someone tries to race after sitting at a red light and then cuts in front of you just to
get one car length ahead of you.
7. Women putting on their makeup while driving. (Do that shit at home)
8. Seeing parents with young children, toddlers and infants not restrained in a car seat.
(I will report your sorry asses)
9. People who can't stay in their fucking lane to save their life.
10. People who do not follow the common courtesy rule of the road while merging with
traffic, you know, every car lets one car in. Keep the flow of traffic moving bitches!

Okay, I feel so much better now that I got that out. I have to deal with these sorry fuckers everyday on my way to work. Their lucky I don't own a gun, I would start shooting out some of their tires.

Conffesion #1

I know I missed Friday but it's better late than never. Here is my first confession. When I was about 14 I met a guy named Tom. He was gorgeous. He looked like he belonged in a magazine modeling men's underwear. Anyway, after a few weeks of him courting me, I invited him over to sneak in after my parents were in bed. He was 16 but didn't have a car yet. He lived in about 15 miles away and rode his bike over to my house. The things a guy will do for sex, ugh! To make a long story short, he was my first. We had sex that night and I have no regrets about it whatsoever. I know I was young but he was HOT! We dated for a few months longer until he moved away due to his father getting relocated with the Navy. I actually ran into him a few years later when I was working at an ice cream store. I was already dating someone else but he sat up there with me for hours catching up. He did eventually ask me out on date but stupid me said no. I don't know what I was thinking. Hope you enjoyed my confession.

Confessional Friday

I have decided to start a post called Confessional Friday. Every Friday, until I run out of things to confess to, I will post a confession. I hope you look forward to these posts cause I know I am. Anyway, I know that I haven't blogged lately but my life is very hectic and busy and I don't always find time to post. So here is my question....have you ever run into acquaintances from high school as an adult? Did you opinion change about them from the way you felt about them in high school after you talked with them? Well, I have run into quite a few and honestly, the only thing that has changed for me is that I now want to punch them in the fucking face. They always come off as cocky and as if they are better than me and frankly, they aren't. If anything they are more stupid and more annoying than I remember. Wow, I feel better now that I got that out. So, that is for today, I will try to post again later this week before my Confessional Friday.

Bitching about the Boss

I feel the need to vent about my boss today. He is in his 50's nearing his 60's and has ADHD. Which is fine but it makes him act as if he is 5. Basically, he pays me to babysit him. I have to remind him to take his allergy pills, eat lunch, call his wife and more daily. When things don't go as planned he gets so flustered that he looks like he is about to cry. He has openly told me he has ADHD but refuses to take any meds for it. He claims he doesn't believe in them. UGH! He is starting to sound a bit like my nasty trifling good for nothing piece of shit ex-husband. I guess I can'treally complain, he does pay me well. He also pays me for my drive there and back daily. Alright, I suppose that makes up for it all. It is still aggravating though. I leave my kids to go take care of a big kid. AHHH! It just makes me want to scream.

Caught off Guard

On Friday, I was out running errands and had a stop at the court house. I was unsure of where I needed to go to get copies of my childrens custody papers so I stopped and asked the clerk in traffic. As I turned the corner to approach the counter I noticed it was someone I know and was hoping I would never see again. The girl at the counter was my ex boyfriends sister. We will call her whore bag. So, whore bag went on to act all nice and ask how I was doing. I did all that I could to keep a smile on my face. She is the type of person to that will become your friend and then use anything you say or tell her against you at her convenience and to her benefit. She also wanted to tell me how her brother was doing. We will call him closet boy. I call him this because he is one of those guys that you are sure is gay but in complete denial. I will admit that he was my first true love but I was blinded by this back then. I remember going to a gay bar to watch the drag show and I met my now best male friend there who, yes, is gay. He was shocked that he was my boyfriend because he was sure he was gay. There were a few of his other friends that thought he was gay too. Anyway, he is now married, to a woman, and still in the closet. Anyway, whore bag proceeded to give me her phone number as if she actually thought I would call her crab infested ass. If she had not seen me when I saw her at the courts I would have backed away and went somewhere else to ask for directions. She really is trifling

My Introduction

Hello everyone, I wanted to start with introducing myself. Although I have chosen to keep my real name anonymous you can just call me Jane. It isn't because I don't want everyone to know who I am. I have a lot going on in my life and I want to keep my identity from a few select people so that I can speak freely about my life happenings. I do have another blog but unfortunately I have to refrain from speaking about certain things on there due to that persons family knowing about my blog. I'm sorry if it seems bitchy but it goes with the title doesn't it? I am happily married and have children. My life is slowly falling into place after many years of struggling financially and emotionally. I love to read novels in my spare time and I often write poetry to release my emotions. Blogging is another great outlet for me to do this. I hope to get to know new people through this blog as I feel I can be myself.